****************** Title: For the Love of a Goddess Author: Gladys Hammonds (Supersoul@aol.com, Citizeng@ix.netcom.com) http://members.aol.com/supersoul/xmen.html Disclaimer: This story refers to characters who are trademarks of Marvel. The Guardian, the Acolyte, and the King of Heavens are copyright to me. This is an unauthorized work and no profit is being made. Notes: This story is copyright of Gladys Hammonds. ****************** To the faithful in the Temple, the Guardian told the Story, the Holy Story of the Beloved Lovers. In the time of our founding, the Rider of the Winds and the Maker of Marvelous Things were not known as gods. In those times, they were known to one and all as mere mortals, for they walked the Earth in a plain and ordinary fashion, no more celebrated than the Earth beneath their feet. They were mortal, but they were known to be gifted, for they could do things others could not. Their special talents brought them power and joy, but as gifts often do, they raised jealously and anger in those not so fortunate. They were shunned, even feared by ordinary humans, though they were human themselves. Such were the times that our Beloved Lovers, our Wind Rider and Mistress of the Lightstorm, and the Native Son, the Maker of Marvelous Things and Heir of Shamanic Wisdom, came together. In their devotion they became the measure of all romantic love shared by man and woman. The Catechism that we worshippers revere is their story. These two, known plainly in their own times, - the man, known as Forge, and the woman, Ororo Munroe, are our Gods. Her name, Ororo, meant beauty in the language of her people, who hailed from Africa, the birthplace of humanity. Her mother was born there, but her father, was born of African descendants long settled in North America. The Maker was a son of those native to America, from a tribe called the Cheyenne, who lived in the Great Plains. But he left his people for the great cities of those times and prospered, mastering their knowledge and arts while setting aside the ways of his childhood. He fought in their wars, mastered their complex technology, and was known as a maker of devices even then. For when his body was broken in warfare, his hand and leg destroyed, he fashioned machines to replace his missing limbs, and he stood tall once again. His home was a high sky tower in a great city, filled with marvels of his own making. For his amusement, his devices could mimic any land or place he chose, from the heat of an African grassland to the frenzy of the battleground where he had fought and his young soldiers had been sacrificed. An environment real in every detail, and none would be the wiser. These two became our gods, and we celebrate their love. We are present here in their church, and we honor their story, which has become our Canon, our Credo, our Catechism, and our Religion. We cherish their devotion as the embodiment of romantic love, the sacred gift of the gods that endows our lives with meaning. The Guardian of Eternal Truth retold the Holy Story, and the worshippers in the hall listened in reverence. All had heard the words before, yet they listened, enraptured, just the same. Behind the Guardian, the statute loomed, immense and eerie in the wavering light. The Guardian stepped aside so that the congregation could again gaze upon the tableau that portrayed the Beloved Lovers. The immense figure of a seated woman stared down upon the kneeling form of a man. The man, a supplicant, faced the woman in an attitude of prayer. "Our Beloved Lovers," intoned the Guardian. "We celebrate such love that we may all share such ecstasy." The assemblage murmured assent as the ceremony ended. The worshippers filtered into the bright courtyard outside the temple. One young acolyte remained. "Guardian, may we speak," he said. The guardian looked into the youth's eyes, noting his curious and eager expression. "The ceremony is over, the catechism complete," said the Guardian. "But I have questions," said the youth. "You question me, the Guardian of Eternal Truth?" "It is because you are the Guardian that I question you. As the Guardian, you must have the answers I seek. I have studied it all, all the stories, all the tales of our Gods, and it seems to me that something is missing." "Missing, said the Guardian. "What could be missing in the sublime story of our Beloved Lovers?" "The truth," said the acolyte. "the truth is missing." Their eyes met, the weary, solemn eyes in the face of the Guardian, the questioning eyes in the face of the acolyte. The Guardian saw that the youth would not be denied. Better to manage one with questions behind the secure walls of the temple than to allow him to fan confusion outside. He waved the acolyte into the clerical office and bade him sit upon the worshipper's bench. "Ask your questions," said the Guardian. "The stories, the legends come to an end. We know every thing about our gods, every great deed, every tender caress, up to a point, and then nothing," said the youth. "That is the mystery of the Gods," "But they weren't always gods. That has always been made clear. The Wind Rider and the Maker were not born as gods. They were human beings, mortals. What do we know of their mortal lives?" "We are never told how they became gods," the acolyte persisted. "We are never told how their human lives ended. Why did they not marry, as we are expected to; why did they not have children? The more I think of this story, the more it seems an innocent's fable with the woeful parts missing. Parts you are determined to keep from us." "I mean no disrespect," he hastened to say. "But surely we could worship our Beloved Lovers more fully if we knew all. If the story is incomplete, does it not make the celebration of their love incomplete?" The Guardian of Eternal Truth gave a weary sigh as he pondered the acolyte's query. There was always one in every time span who questioned. He had been told this by the previous Guardian when the Knowledge was passed on to him. Always at least one. The thought still made him tremble. "Very well." He stood and led the youth to the temple where the Grand Statute stood, the depiction of the Beloved Lovers in their eternal communion. In the base of the statute there was a door. They entered a small room where a book lay on a pedestal. "This is our Catechism," he said. "Of course." "You may read," the Guardian said, "the whole story." ***** It is said that the Wind Rider was a thief, but none tell how a woman could steal beauty from earth and sky. Her sky was the deep rich brown of turned Earth in a farmer's field, her hair, white and willowy as the cumulus clouds, her eyes, the brilliant blue of a midsummer sky. Perhaps it was her powers she stole, but more likely they were gifts of creation to a favorite child. Other gifted ones could fly, but none soared as she did. She did not outwit gravity like the telekinetics, she did not tap the earth's fields of magnetic power to rise on propulsive force, she bore no wings on her back to mimic the flight of birds. The Wind Rider stroked the powerful, surging currents of air in the sky, and those currents caressed her in return. She could coax the air to bear the weight of other people, or even large objects, at will. Hers was a seductive power, to entice elemental forces to do her bidding. Her will had the force of command, for the elements always obeyed, but she wielded it as gently as a prayer. The elements responded to her entreaties as a living soul helpless to a lover's whims. She could nudge the clouds of mist and water until rain or sleet or snow shook loose. She could tease lightning from the heated molecules of the atmosphere, and goad the heavens until the thunder roared. Even the sun seemed beguiled by her; for she could sweep the sky of all clouds and disturbances so the day was clear and hot and bright, or block its rays to release bitter cold. No wonder that she was mistaken for a goddess, long before she actually became one. She shepherded a band of fellows, gifted ones, who loved her as a friend. There was a buccaneer with the shadowy form of a demon, and a flyer with the face and wings of an angel. There was a warrior of steel with a poet's heart, and a childish sprite who skipped through walls. Of another it is hard to say if he was hero or savage, for he had the feral nature of an animal even as he lived among men. These were her friends and her soldiers in the struggle against those who would enslave the innocent. She was their leader. With great power comes great responsibility - that is always said, and she took that as her credo. With great power also comes great loneliness. How did the Wind Rider come to meet the Maker? He knew of her first. He was master of mechanical devices as she was mistress of the elemental. His viewing devices showed him the Wind Rider as she soared through the sky, and his heart was enslaved by her image long before he met her in the flesh. Though they were destined to love each other, their meeting was shadowed by cruelty and deceit. The Maker made weapons for the rulers of that land. One was made by him to destroy the gifts of super powered humans, but it was to be used only on those who were evil, or so he was told. It was aimed at one such villain, but treachery intervened and it was used against the Wind Rider herself. When he saw that his weapon stole the powers of the Wind Rider, leaving her helpless, he brought her to his sky tower to heal. They came to know each other as men and women do, seeking each others' hearts, sharing the secrets they told none other. Without her gift to seduce the winds, the Wind Rider was an ordinary child of creation, and she could see that alone in his sky tower, surrounded by the wonderful, artificial environments he made, the Maker was no more than the same. They came to know each other, and to love each other, but still they parted in misunderstanding and recrimination, separated for many months as the woman journeyed the earth seeking on land what she had once found in the sky. Finally they were reunited when the Maker made means to restore her powers once again. The acolyte nodded in satisfaction as he read. "That is no worse than I suspected," he said. "The Wind Rider was deprived of her power by the Maker, through treachery of course, yet restored to it as well. A shocking fact, but one that ultimately shows the depth of their bond." He looked toward the Guardian for affirmation. "Read on," the Guardian said. The Wind Rider devoted herself to the struggles of her companions, the Maker to the wonders of his devices. They joined in common cause, and worked together on many occasions, and apart on many more. His love for her was great, as was hers for him, but many things conspired to keep them apart. One of them was a deceiver. This being could masquerade as any other, take the form of a woman or man, friend or foe, appear as one's devoted sweetheart or cruelest enemy, at her whim. It was not unheard of for a human to be gifted with this skill, but worse than her mastery of deceptive forms was her mean, deceiving heart, for she tricked the Maker into believing she loved him, and he responded in kind. In time her scheming became known to the Maker and he cast her aside. Again he reconciled with his Wind Rider and their love blossomed anew. The Wind Rider had claims on her heart as well. One who could so beguile the forces of nature could not help but draw the attention of the gods. Not the single God that the civilized humans had come to worship, but the gods that ruled before civilization held sway. These were the savage, capricious gods, the gods that were as careless, as playful, as selfish as any human being. These were gods unheralded once people turned their worship to a single godhead, and then later turned to worship nothing at all, unless you count their worship of money, or technology, or themselves. Foremost among these gods was one known by many names: to Ororo's people he was Shango, to the Cheyenne, the Great Spirit, ancients of Rome knew him as Jupiter, but the Greeks called him Zeus. All names recognized the King of Heavens, sovereign of both gods and mortals, master of the vast sky and of the spirits of wind and rain and thunder - the spirits the Wind Rider so willfully seduced. He was angry at her imposition on his realm, and resentful. But he was shrewd as well. He would prevail over the presumptuous woman while satisfying his selfish desire. He would make her a goddess. He sent the offer to her ears in the whispering murmurs of the winds. She heard, and answered. "I have been called goddess, but it is false. I use my gifts, as others of my kind use theirs. We do not have the might or the wisdom of the gods. We have the weaknesses of humans, for we are human." The King of Heavens did not believe such humility. He gathered himself into an image in the clouds to speak to her directly. "The puny people you fight for reject you. Those without gifts are only fit to worship you. To marvel at your magnificence. That is their proper role." "Your spirit is closer to the gods than to humans. You belong in my realm, in my court. I am the King of Heavens and I would see you in my kingdom." "I want no part of it," she said. But this time the King of Heavens seduced her. Her soul always resonated with nature's force. He touched it, then expanded it until she abandoned her physical body, and like him, only existed as her power. Her physical form remained motionless in the bower she shared with the Maker, who was terrified that her spirit had left and would not return. The Maker thought death was upon her. She was free, unmindful of gravity, not needing food or water, unknowing and indifferent to the slights of humans, and like the King of Heavens, immortal, so long as she kept to that form. He allowed her to experience the ecstasy of life as a goddess, bereft of the physical needs of a human body. Then abruptly, he returned her to her human shape before she was ready, while she still savored the delights of such freedom (and before she noticed the boredom of forgotten gods.) Having known such joys, she would despair at a lesser role. So the King of Heavens believed. When she came to herself, the Maker, was relieved, but he was also fearful, for he saw how tempted she was by the offer of the King of Heavens. He feared if she rejected godhood it would be more from duty to her band of soldiers than for love of him. He was unhappy, so he set to work on a new machine. This machine would do deliberately what had been done before by accident - steal the gifts of the Wind Rider so she would never again seduce the winds or tempt the King of Heavens. In secret, he used it against her, planning to blame one of their numerous foes for the loss of her powers. When the Wind Rider sought to seduce the winds she found they did not comply. But the King of Heavens, now disappointed and angry, let her know who had betrayed her. Still, he abandoned her, for he had no care for a woman without power. She faced the Maker in his alchemist's laboratory. "You have betrayed me," she said bitterly. "You would leave me to become a goddess." he raged. "You would leave me to become a force of nature, to join the wind, rain, and lightning in the kingdom of the heavens. You wish to embody the life force itself, and you have no need of me." "I love you, Maker, and I would do so, even as a goddess. I would enfold you in my embrace with the touch of the winds, in the warmth of the sun. You would always know I loved you." "But you would not be a woman," he exploded. "A woman can love a man. A woman can embrace a man, and care for him, but not a goddess. You have rejected the mantle of goddess before." "I wasn't ready before. I was young and too foolish. But I am ready now. The King of Heavens would elevate me and my powers and allow me to join him in his realm." "I would rise to the heavens, and I would demand your presence as my beloved. We would be united eternally in spirit, as we could never be in the flesh. I would have boasted of your gifts, and of the others as well. But you did not trust me." "I've stopped you," said the Maker with satisfaction. "I made the machine that has stripped you of your power. You can no longer seduce the wind and rains for your delight. . I made the machine that took it away, and only I have the power to give it back. You need only choose to stay with me." "And when will you restore to me what is mine?" "When I choose," he said. "When you choose," she echoed. "At your will, at your whim, at your command, at your decree." Her voice still had its thunder, and she paced the room with nervous, jolting rage. "My freedom for your love. My freedom for the promise of my power, which you have stolen from me. You claim to love me, and you deny to me what I want most in this world." "I was a woman with inhuman gifts, and I aspired to more than you think I deserve. My great lover sought to trap me and succeeded. My great lover mutilated my soul." She was angry but he reveled in her majestic beauty. The bitterness of her voice sounded thrilling to him, as her voice always did. She was his now. She could not fly away. "The King of Heavens has no need of a powerless human woman," he said. He will not elevate you. You will remain here, with me." "You will reign as a goddess, my beloved, but in my realm alone." She gazed at him, anguished by the passion in his eyes, passion stained by cruelty. "What else is left for me," she said, and turned away. The Maker took this as assent, and was glad. Outside, the King of Heavens vented his frustration in a furious thunderstorm. Once, the Wind Rider had known the secrets of every storm in her heart, but this one was alien to her. A storm that she could not seduce. She yearned to feel its tumultuous power. In a fury, she climbed the steps to the top of the sky tower, reaching the rooftop observation deck. A pointed structure topped the building and extended the tower far into the clouds. She climbed the metal structure as the wind roared around her. Wind and rain threatened her grip on the slippery metal. Lightning peppered the night sky, furious and random. She reached the pinnacle, grasping awkwardly with hands and elbows, her knees and ankles wrapped around the beams. A drum shaped disk topped the tower, a device to redirect the energy waves that sent sounds and images and bits of data to their destinations. She struggled to climb atop it, finally standing upright in the midst of the storm. Wind howled as it drove bursts of rain into her skin, and thunder echoed across the sky. She saw, and heard, and felt the storm on her face and hair. But she could not feel it in her soul. In despair she cried out to the whirlwinds. The King of Heavens answered, spitefully. An arrow of lightning streaked across the sky, a bright stiletto aimed at the heart of the woman. Amid an otherworldly scream, the tower burst in a shower of sparks. The Wind Rider was lifted off the pedestal and flung into the air. For a heartbeat, the Maker, who had followed her to the roof, believed the powers of flight and lightning were hers again. But she dropped through the sky, flung down as gracelessly as a lump of coal. He ran to catch her but she crashed too quickly. A human of special gifts could survive such a fall. So could a goddess. But not a woman, barren of power. He picked her up, limp and broken, and cradled her in his arms. She had words, last words. Odd, for what she said was the same as what he felt in his heart. "I love you, my beloved, and hate you. Forever." ***** "Well acolyte, are you now satisfied?" said the Guardian of Eternal Truth. "You now have the knowledge you desired. You can do with it as you will." The acolyte felt as empty as the Wind Rider when she reached within herself and found she could no longer touch the lightning inside. He felt as bereft as the Maker when he discovered his Wind Rider preferred the company of the infinite heavens, to his companionship as a man. She had sought the sky and died for it. He had sought to entrap her and triggered her death. And then they had become Gods. He did not understand. The young acolyte turned to the Guardian, feeling numb and bitter. "The last words - how could these be the last words of the greatest lovers the world has ever known? How could this be the whole story of the Beloved Lovers? How could this travesty precede their ascent as our Gods?" "It must be a lie," he cried out. "A heresy. It must not be the truth." But there it was between the covers of the Catechism. The youth closed the book. "It should be burned," he said bitterly. "I have tried that," said the Guardian. "I have tried burning, tearing, exploding, the book is indestructible. The historians who were our predecessors were skilled in finding a permanent means to record history. How conscientious of them," he said dryly. "And effective. A book of heresy that cannot be destroyed, one that must be maintained and guarded by those who despise it, lest it fall into the hands of the worshippers and cause dissension." He turned to the acolyte. "Will you be the next Guardian or the One who Exposes?" "I don't know what you mean." "Will you guard the mystery that underlies our faith or will you seek to share these tales with the worshippers? It is the tradition that one who reads the full catechism may freely choose to do one or the other. So far, all have chosen to serve as Guardian. You may choose otherwise." "But understand this: if you expose this story to the faithful it will mean the end of our community. Maybe not at once, but in time. Without faith in the passion of the two lovers, our society, sustained by these beliefs, will crumble." The acolyte did not answer. The Guardian began to recite the rest of the Catechism. "The Maker, with a talent for creation, mourned and celebrated. He mourned her death and celebrated her spirit. In time, he too was claimed by death, joining his beloved." "We were made by him to worship her as our goddess and him as her eternal companion. We owe our existence to the Maker, for we live forever in the world of his creation." "The energy of his eternal machines empowers us. That is why he is called the Great Maker. The awareness of life is our gift from the Wind Rider, the gift that bestows our souls upon us. We honor her as he did, through love and adoration." He continued as the acolyte dimmed the lights in the little room. "While the merely human exterminated themselves in their endless wars with the gifted ones they feared, those forged by the Maker continue unbroken." "That is how the two human beings became our Gods, and how we, his mechanical creations, became their worshippers." "We have been deceived," said the acolyte. "You have only to summon the worshippers to put an end to the deceit." The acolyte gazed anew at the Grand Statute, then slowly shook his head. "Guardian, if the Wind Rider died a powerless mortal woman, how could her spirit give us souls? Human beings, once dead, are no more than dust, are they not? Even alive she did not have the gift to bestow life on the unliving." "That is the power of love, acolyte," said the Guardian. "The ultimate mystery of the Gods." The old Guardian voiced the catechism as the young Guardian joined in. "In the time of our founding, the Rider of the Winds and the Maker of Marvelous Things were not known as Gods..." They stepped outside into the light. ****************** ******************